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Friday 15 February 2008

silly thing i did...

he has changed tremendously. i did the silly thing of waiting for a glimpse of him. and he has changed a lot. saw him buying something from a shop and when he walked out, he has these huge arms, very different from the sticky thin arms back in school. previously, he also has this hanger-like shoulder and we girls, always made fun of that. and now he has grew (yes, he did grow a bit) taller, i think should be around my height too. he was way shorter than me back in the school days. i guess his hormones worked at a slower pace. i could see that he frequented the gym. good for him. much better than having thin body and arms.

i remember visited his house during one of the festivals with a friend of my father's (of course my parents and my dad's friend's family tagged along). about a month before that, we had a debate competition between our schools. he was one of the debaters and yes, yours truly too was in the rival team. we fought in the final but unfortunately, his team won. i wanted to win badly and i was very dissapointed for losing in the end. i remember asking myself many why's and what if's. it was only natural that when i went to his house and saw him, i pretended not to see him. i didn't look at him or even greeted him. i guess i was still bitter for our loss and i guess i saw him as one of the reasons of why we lose. i think because of my behaviour that very day, he commented to a mutual friend that i was very arrogant. i was a bit let down by that remarks but it did not affect me greatly for we were barely friends, not even acquintances.

i did see him in pictures in some blogs. i didn't even know we (and some other friends) were at the same wedding. i only knew when his friend blogged about the event and enclosed some pictures. else, i would take the chance to greet not only him but other friends too.

ok back to the present day. i was in the car and he was waiting to cross the road. he was just in front of my car and i was not very sure if he recognised or saw me. i was a bit astounded to see his physical change. when i drove passed by his house, he turned to make another glance - either spontaneously or to look why is this person staring at him. this is just one of the silly things i do. maybe we will never meet again in the future. and i am glad for doing this silly thing.

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