nine million bicycles

have you wondered if you are making the right choice?

have you ever want to just pick up your bag and leave?

have you ever want to start life afresh?

have you ever think why you are doing all these?

yes, i have.

and i am wondering when i'm going to meet my other half.

chances are coming in a couple of months but i am feeling sceptical.

this is not good as it might leave me in solitude for the rest of my life.

but i don't know what is his opinion.

i'm not sure with myself too as i am quite a look oriented person.

what if he's still short. what if he still is thin. what if he doesn't care. what if he's ignorant. and most importantly i guess, what if he doesn't harbour any feeling towards yours faithfully.

this is embarassing. i'm looking forward to his coming and yet i am still in a ball.

i guess i will just be myself, injected with some traits that i think are likeable.

hopefully we can be as close as before and maybe along the way, realize we are made for each other. hopefully...